There Will Be Tears...

I thought I would cry a river..but up to now I haven't even shed a single tear.

I just CAN'T CRY! ME! The marshmallow! It's really weird, and it's kinda making me scared.

I don't want to suddenly burst and turn on the waterworks at a public place.

But I have this HUGE sinking feeling that they will come out at the most unexpected time and in the most crowded place. FML. ==;

I just want to cry to at least let some of this crappy junk out..but I really can't. Why?!

Broken

I never really knew how broken felt like...until now.

Well, right now I'm just numb and dumbfounded.

I still can't believe what happened, but it did. What's done is done.

Now I just have to learn how to face tomorrow.

HELP?

I feel so wrenched inside.

My heart actually hurts to the point that I feel the pain in my chest!

And it's not just my heart that feels broken, everything else does.

No matter what I do, I just can't get it out of my head.

So I'm not okay. I don't think I will be anytime soon.

Someday, just not today.

"When someone is special to you, they become a part of you. That's why if you lose someone, you lose a part of yourself."

I feel like half of me is gone.

Love?

Is this what love is?

You can't stop thinking about him.

You wonder if he thinks of you. Or if he even knows you exist!

You just want to see him. For him to talk to you.

You want him to notice you.

You just want him close and have him for yourself.

You can't stand how he's always with another girl.

You get sad because he doesn't even notice how you feel.

About him.

How much he means to you.

How much he changed your life.

How that goofy smile melts your heart.

How his happiness is enough to make you sacrifice anything for it.

How you'd do anything for him.

Just to have him close and hold him.

If this is love, it's complicated. And it's not just heart-warming, it's also heart-wrenching.

Is this love?