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5-8-10

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oh that feeling again..where did you come from?

why are you back? go away. i don't want you here to stay.

why?! why when everything started to finally look up for me?

am i the only person allowed to not be happy? am i the only person not allowed to make mistakes?
i'm so tired of being perfect, good, nice...i don't want to care anymore.

i'm dying on the inside...i'm going to go insane soon.

why? why is it always me?

i'm losing it. i'm losing myself.

why out of all the times, NOW?

and how come it seems like i'm always the one going through this...

i can't take it anymore..i see no hope. no rainbow. no sunshine. i see NOTHING.

and i'm so afraid...
and there's no one to help me.