Road Block

Just when I thought I had it all figured out..

Just when it seemed like things were finally looking up..

Just when I thought I can handle it and fix the situation..

I am yet again faced with another road block.

Why?

Why does it seem as if when i finally get a break, another bad thing happens in my life?

Or is this even a bad thing?

Or is it just the ugly truth that I can't and don't want to accept?

I've been putting off these feelings, but I can't hold them any longer..

Am I wrong for feeling this way?

Am I just being selfish and controlling?

Or is this something that's really serious now??

I've never noticed this change.

But now it's killing me.

It's not the same as before.

I'm different now, and so are you.

What happened? To you, to me, to us?!

Is this all just my imagination? Or have I really, FINALLY gone insane?

All I know is that if I don't find the answer soon, I will seriously GIVE UP.

Now I guess I'll just let time heal it all and observe. Then I'll find a way to pass this road block.