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I'm so tired of sleepless nights.
Of restless sleep.
Of never-ending nightmares.

I'm scared. I'm trying not to be.
I just need to have my mind straight.
I just need to think clear.

Is there still hope for me?
Today, I feel like I'm in a better mood.
I just hope it lasts for once.

I really need to talk and finally get it out of me.
Because inside I'm already dying.
I need to do this.