Regrets

I thought I made the right choice.

I followed my heart for once.

I forgot all thoughts and all worries and just let my feelings decide.

I took the chance. I took all the risks.

I gave it all.

But nowadays, I just wonder.

Was it really the right thing to do?

Was it all really worth it?

When I made that decision I had no thoughts of these.

I really thought it would all work out.

I thought this path would be cloudless and shining with a rainbow.

But now I'm not so sure.

All my mind and heart is now just filled with doubt and uncertainty.

And it seems as if I just keep losing more hope..

And the regrets are starting.

Why, how, when did it come to this?